flowers
  rosemary: remembrance; "your presence revives me"
  magnolia: perseverance, love of nature, nobility
  rose: love, beauty, passion

subcultures / aesthetics i enjoy
  goth
  new wave
  industrial
  visual kei
        oshare kei
  girly kei
        french girly
        jirai kei
        larme kei
  lolita
        classic lolita      
        gothic lolita
  heisei retro
  twee
  parisian girly
  morute
  coquette
        dollette

perfumes
  tea rose – perfumers
  tease – victoria's secret
  bombshell midnight – victoria's secret
  parisian night – angeline
  sweet – lolita lempicka
  l'eau jolie – lolita lempicka
  chic socialite – h&m
  lipstick – h&m
  naughty alice – vivienne westwood
  winter candy apple – bath & body works

favourite actors
  al pacino
  christian bale
  anthony perkins
  robert de niro

cool videos you should watch
  the fashion of horror: vampires, girls on film
  exploring the secret lesbian world of interwar paris , kaz rowe
  whiplash vs. black swan — the anatomy of the obsessed artist, lessons from the screenplay
  confessions of a "confessions of a shopaholic (2009)" -aholic, mike's mic
  possession (1981): the monstrous contradictions of motherhood, blythe
  the meaning of blue eyeshadow, moderngurlz
  the internet thinks fashion used to be modest — it wasn't., gabi jones
  rich people have bad taste, drew gooden